self pitying sucks... pretty sucks...

self pitying really sucks..

yes, and im an a**hole for going to have some self-worthless sort of speech. lolz

NOT!!!


right now, im afraid to be part of someone else's life. i dont want to ruin anybody. or if ever they do want to get ruined, i dont want to be part of it.(giggles).. but really, i feel so vulnerable to anything. yep! whats the word, thats the word! and i dont want to suffer from any nostalgia or radiating pain with in me that seems to grow deeper by even pain i inflict to people..


i just want to be alone...



such a looser.. lolz