almost valentines day

love season....

it sucks.. i dont have someone to hold my hand to. all i hear are i love you's from people that i really dont know and people tellin me that they missed me even if they dont. i wish things go back to the dreams that i was having long before.. i miss that old feelin.. but wasnt i stupid? while i tried to break the trance that i was into because missed loneliness, but now that its here, it really sucks!!

i wonder what it would feel like..


*sniffs*


i just cant go into a relationship without finding out what i really want.. so stupid.