lost

i feel lost, i am searching for something that i used to have, i am looking for the things that i already have.. its seems that my sense of directon is not working quite well this week.. its like, my chest is empty, and my migraine is getting worse everyday. oh GOd! what does this mean? how i wish i could do the things that i want?! its not like someone is telling me to do things, i want to follow my heart, but my mind is tearing me apart from it.i dont know where i am.. i am insecure of the things around me, of the people who i met, the people in my life.. oh how i wish i could find the way to "balance" evrything up. i dont know what im feeling. i need you!
God help me!