the process in the examination of conscience (in order to make a thorough confession)

okay. this one is pretty weird. i was waiting for my ride at some corner when this really really old woman and her young accompanying gave me this piece of paper. i thought she was asking for something when she just started saying something. i didnt figure it out, and then i felt dumb strucked by what i saw. OMG! whats this on my hand? weird and a bit insulting.. here goes nothing. and oh, by the way, i just want to apologize first for whatever this means. i just dont understand this...

the process in the examination of conscience (in order to make a thorough confession)[just as what was written in bold letter as its title.]

1. have you killed?
2. pride
3. hate
4. offended
5. deceived
6. false witnessing and telling a lie
7. backbite
8. stealing
9. usury
10. irritable
11. curse
12. suicide
13. envy
14. speaking bad words
15. calling bad names
16. false judgment
17. to do bodily hamr somebody
18. reasing or viewing lustful materials
19. lustful desires
20. dishonor parents through words or deeds
21. making fun at religious people
22. feeling against your work or employer
23. fornification
24. incest
25. masturbation
26. homosexuality
27. sexual act with prostitutes
28. prostitue callboy
29. live-in
30. auldtery
31. polygamy/bigamy
32. excessive drinking
33. drugs
34. gambling
35. smoking
36. no baptism
37. no confirmation
38. abortion
39. vasectomy/ligation
40. withdrawal
41. apostacy
42. heresy
43. worship in non(some church) church
44. sacrilege
45. unworthy partaker of the eucharist
46. failure to attend masses and holy obligations
47. using the lord's name in vain
48. urine therapy, pranic healing, silva, mind control, spiritism, pyschic, faith healing
49. using balck magic and believing in weird practics(nah. just translated that. i really didnt even understood this)
50. rituals
51. amulets
52. fortune telling
53. not tithing

and then there was this other paper with i dont know. its was even spookier.. uhmm.. yeah, they may have the right or something to express themselves, (like me) but i guess that doesnt mean that they can discriminate people. and in case tehy havnt notice, was ese is there to do? they already mentioned everything. i mean, what does religion mean? is it some laws and regulations one has to be obliged to do. maybe a guidance, but i dont know. honestly, i think this is funny, but its insulting. have they even tried not just to look but feel the present situation in our country? practically speaking, i guess i would be backing out from this thing. whoever made that thing in, i guess he was just lost.. pity.. i know we are all sinners, nobody's perfect. but i think we can try to be ourselves, someone who's not perfect but doesnt discriminate others for their beliefs and for what they do..


blah-blah-blah.. just wanted to share this weird experience. aehehehehehehe

intra-uterine fetal death

remembering that im a nursing sutdent and would be exposed to different special areas, we had our chance of being exposed in the delivery room. (ooooh... the clit and stuff... eew...) well anyways, have you ever heard of the term IUFD? in means intra-uterine fetal death. meaning to say, the baby died in the womb, he never ahd the chance of seeing the world. ok.. it was our first time to see this situation. so, i did took all the chance to see this and appreciate the "natural" things. the baby's skin was soooo loose that even as my classmate wiped him very softly with a clean cloth, his skin would just peel. his eyes were soooo sad, and if you could only touch his skull... it was sooo soft as a water balloon.. he was soo small.... seeing this for the first time, we wanted it to be "Documented" so i grabbed my camera phone, but it was really weird. it seems it was moving in the screen and wouldnt even stay still. so i thought it was just my phone since it was always like that. i tried to borrow my classmate's phone.. at first, it said it doesnt have any space for the picture, so we deleted a lot of pictures, but it was still the same.. really weird.. so we decided to just let the baby rest in peace.. i guess he wanted his peace..




pretty weird, but i dont know... what do you think?