Wednesday, June 29, 2005

am i really the luckiest guy?


a letter
Originally uploaded by the_rabbi.
so, here i am, making this blog thinggie entitled "am i really the luckiest guy?"

i believe everyone is lucky in their own way. NOT! hehehe kidding, your lucky if you look at things and you feel lucky to be with it. (you dont get it. right? ahehehe)

well anyways, this picture was made infrotn of me! ahehehe and it may have a lot of corny lines, it still gives you the shiver, he's so sweet.

tears.

tears fell while he was writing this letter, i didnt know why tears were there(we didnt even have a real big fight or did something wrong)..

he was writing his letter with all his emotions(his hypothalmus was really working hard)! i was so touched with his letter. i mean, it was something like "korny-sweet" as others may call it, but to me, it was something more than a letter. he really really loves me.. and i really love him..

if there's one thing i'm so happy about right now, its feeling so proud to have a someone who loves me. and i know and am sure who loves me.




dont get too sweet!!, i might have diabetes mellitus! ahehehe or whatever that thing is called. ahehehehe

Sunday, June 26, 2005

oooh-weee

last friday, the 24th of june 2005, i felt soo special..

he's one of the most wonderful thing that has ever happened in my life.
he's so sweet.
he's been so good to me.
he may not have that much patience,
but he's the only one that can ever tolerate my insanity.
he's good the looks,
and i feel so proud of being envied by a lot of people.
he may say the corniest jokes and the corniest sweet lines,
he still makes me smile.
he makes my heart skip a beat.
he makes my life something i never imagined about.

i dont know what else im going to put in here. one month down, a lot more to go.. challenges may come, but i know, i've been and am lucky to be with him.

his smiles i will cherish forever..

i dont know, but he has this way of making this body hair of mine grow so fast! ahahahahaha

damn..

i feel so lucky being with him....

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

what's your coping mechanism?

here are commonly used defense mechanism:

  • repression
    • an unconscious forgetting or storing of painful experiences
  • suppression
    • the conscious forgetting
  • rationalization
    • giving a logical or justifiable reason of a socially unacceptable behavior
  • undoing
    • make up for a previously done unacceptable behavior by doing something acceptable
  • displacement
    • transferring strong feeling from the original sourse to an object that is less threatening
  • denial
    • not accepting reality or facts
  • projection
    • attributing one's own unacceptable desires or feelings to another. or simply, blaming others
  • sublimation
    • redirecting socially or sexually unacceptable behavior to something socially acceptable
  • reaction formation
    • showing the opposite feeling or behavior of one's true emotion
  • compensation
    • making up for one's shortccoming or defects by doing good in another field.
so, what's your favorite defense mechanism?? :-)
there are a lot more but these are some of my favorite defense mechanisms that i've used! hahahahahaha

Sunday, June 19, 2005

im getting fatter

tamboka na nako oi!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

dli ko palabot ani!!!!! mababoy nasad ko ani padong.... huhuhuhuhuhuhu

kaw jud noh?! tsk.. tsk.. tsk..

paeta, manambok nako!!! pero naa man koy duty, pero saon man, cge lang man sad ka late kay dugay mata!! atay biya oi!! waaaaaaaaaah..

wala lang..

Monday, June 13, 2005

...booink...

squeak.. squeak.. oink.. oink..

booooooo


there area times you may think that i dont care about things, that i really dont give a damn about whatever happens.. but your wrongs. yes, i have to admit, i've been so selfish, all i think about is what i want, what i would rather do.. i've been mean.. im sorry about this, but yes, i do love you.. i am sorry about thses fears that i have.. you were there when i was alone and was lost, i was searching for a place to belong to.. and you were there.. boo, i love you.. thank you..

i stil have these fears in me, but i'll try to let go of them, slowly... i want to live my life..., with no fears, and less regrets...


drama kaayo ko noh?! lolz. wala lang..


Saturday, June 11, 2005

hectic things are on the way

uh-oh.. im sure im going to be busy.. we're going to start our duty.. really!! i hope ill make it..

heheheh

i wish i'd still have time for myself....

hahayst.

next level na, nursing na!!

im here.. level III in my course.. just started with class.. done with the first week with loads of things to do.. and worse, a lot more is coming.. darn it...

hectic schedules,
sleepless nights,
notes to jot down,
things to search,
my life..

will i be tired of juggling things??

hahays.. kapoya aning nursing oi.. pero wala tay mahems, kay "i want to render care to people" biya kunuhay ko!! hehe

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

the day you said goodnight

-hale-

Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness, I need this time to be with you


I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain
The silence, I'm screaming, calling out your name


And I do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah, you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye



To be is all I gotta be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me, the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight


The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us


You didn't ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down



If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all right


She's already taken
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken
She's already taken
She's already taken me
The day you said goodnight

i just like the song! hehehe and besides, "hale" man ang artist. so nahan ko!! hehehe wala lang!!!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

inspired ko kay tungod sa "sin city"


sinned
Originally uploaded by the_rabbi.
wednesday, the first of june year 2005, kakita na jud ko ug Sin City!!!!! azzen!!! nakakaexcite!! my look-a-like (jessica alba[the female version of me!] and josh hartnett[me])!! lolz yeah right!! dream on!!! ahehehe "watching" the movie was fun! *giggles* ngano kaha? ahehehe

well anyways, i just like that movie soo much!! even though i didnt understand some part of it(im so dumb kasi!) lolz

and yep!! i finished readin "veronika decides to die" by paulo coelho. it was really a nive book!! there are a lot of fun- facts there and you could learn something. like valuing life blah-blah-blah.. but really!! the book was sooo good.. im turning to the "good light".. ahehehe

uhhmmmm.. that's it!!!!! ahehehe tovs. i wanted to write more things but im feeling gibberish right now. and im so unorganized lately.. blah-blah!