speak, hear, see.. none of them!

hear no evil! see no evil! speak no evil!

finally, some updates!

at long last! i'm able to retrieve my old blogger password!! i really do miss talking to myself, pondering on things..

little do i know what has been happening with the world around me, the only updates that i used to get is about how to sleep better, and how to delay calls from getting in.

calls? oh yeah, im now working at a call center. im a customer services representative.. is there anything else that i can assist you with? that's my favorite spiel i have in my line of work. alway ready to assist customers with their needs. its fun(that's what i thought) when people scream at you and you can picture them with their silly faces and you can just place them on mute and make faces too! but eventually, it'll be boring.

this is my first job! and im loving it!(as of now.)

ALIVE!!!!

its been a very long time since i last posted here.

i think of him when i wake up.

is he awake now?

i think of him while i dress myself.

would we be wearing the same color?

i think of him when i eat.

did he eat already?

i think of him while i travel.

where could he be? is he safe?

i think of him when i laugh.

is he happy right now?

i think of him while i sing.

can i hear him breathe right now?

i think of him when i dance.

is he enjoying himself right now?

i think of him when im in bed.

would the moon light his way in the dark?

i dream of him in my sleep.

will we be together forever?

-----rye

these that i hear...

im hearing noises,

but they appear to be some sweet songs.

those empty words,

they fill my hopes.

that feigned sad music,

it doesnt really mean a thing at all.

how can those people hear what really is happening but i cant?

i dance to my heart's joy when i hear that beat,

but i never had realized that those where the songs that linger's in my mind,...

am i going to be someone who has impaired hearing?

i am being manipulated by the sound of destruction.

scars

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much 
My scars remind me that the past is real 
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone 
I'm pissed cause you came around 
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain 
And I can't help you fix yourself 
You're making me insane 
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once 
Against my own advice
I saw you going down 
But you never realized 
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature 
Tonight is our last stand 

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand 
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself 
But at least I can say I tried 
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life 
I can't help you fix yourself 
But at least I can say I tried 
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life 









my perfect song.

hah! life's changing..

i dont know.. its been a very long time.. but anyways,... keeeber!

love really is hard to define. it changes other people's lives without them noticing that they themselves has changed and there is nothing that you can do to win back the life you once owned.

i used to be the strongest person in my life but with just one lil turn, it changed. just like when a lil pebble is thrown in a still water and waves just appear everywhere distubring its silence. *sighs* i dont know what im saying. maybe now, ive seen the pain love takes with. and ts ironic cause evn if you awnt to stop loving, its still there and its only pain that seems to keep on coming back. isnt it stupid? i dont known if i cuold still find contentment right now. i have broken my self.; just ike a cominnuted fracture or something that sounds like that.

i want to be strong, or just be sa close as that strng person i used to be. (char!) hehehehe





*blurbs..*




im such a klutz!!!

chiaroscuro

chiaroscuro
Originally uploaded by the_rabbi.

An element in art, chiaroscuro (Italian for lightdark) is defined as a bold contrast between light and dark.

The term chiaroscuro has been applied since the later 18th century to a printmaking technique which finds its best expressions in aquatint and in xylography, and in china (ink) drawing. The technique requires a skilled knowledge of the perspective, the physical effects of light on surfaces, the shadows. Chiaroscuro defines objects without a contouring line, but only by the contrast between the colours of the object and of the background












geeez.. i wonder how dark is my dark side.... bwahahahahahaha